March 2011
8 posts
starryfeet asked: One unique thing:
I am a synesthete. Synesthesia is a neurologically-based condition where stimulation of one sensory leads to experiences in a second sensory. For myself, numbers and letters each have their own color. The letter 'S' is a warm shade of yellow and will always be a warm shade of yellow. Other letters have different colors. Same with letters. I have a...
I am a synesthete. Synesthesia is a neurologically-based condition where stimulation of one sensory leads to experiences in a second sensory. For myself, numbers and letters each have their own color. The letter 'S' is a warm shade of yellow and will always be a warm shade of yellow. Other letters have different colors. Same with letters. I have a...
Reblog this if you are willing to talk to someone...
simplejustin:
seriously, you could save a life by just having a small conversation.
and if you need this, you might be able to find someone through this.
as an added note. as a former therapist, and an individual who has suffered severe debilitating depression for most of my life, i can attest to the fact that a little kindness can reach through the darkness and bring hope. for the last...
reblog if you're baked this very second.
November 2010
2 posts
http://whisperingwillow.tumblr.com/post/1566893428/... →
whisperingwillow:
idktolazy:
It takes 30 seconds. Reblog it.
my incredible wife
underthemaple:
Here I am, late at night, romancing the feeling of loneliness and being lost that has become so familiar, like the drink you don’t want, but can’t put down. Still feeling, at almost 37, like I don’t know where I’m going, or even where I want to go. One thing I have in my favor: the most amazing husband and daughter. So, that part of my life is fantastic. Everything else-what I’m...
October 2010
1 post
hey
well i’m back after a long leave of abscence. moved to indiana and am happy as hell. never been in the north before so experiencing culture shock. hope someone still remembers me.
June 2010
11 posts
what up
just got back from the appalachian mountains today, and i feel so refreshed. the pristine beauty of nature always breathes life back in to me. these mountains are where i retreated in one of my phases of self-destruction, severe depression, and confusion. alone on a mountaintop there i found the will to live again, and regained my voice to tell the story of my journey in this life. so much of...
adelicateflower-deactivated2010 asked: thank you.
todd snider conservative christian... →
ok one more thing
before i go, i just want to say a little about life experience and taking chances. life is a fantastic journey through the full spectrum of emotions. from elation to despair and back again. embrace each moment for what it is and take a chance. i’ve never learned anything by playing it safe, but then again, i never have really tried it. this is your life, and, as far as i know, the only...
well shucks
thanks folks. i’ll be back soon. just have to find another day job to pay the bills. the area of georgia i live in right now is very rural and economically depressed. i’m only here till my daughter graduates from high school and then my wife and i are on the road to work our way around the states. it has been great to meet you all, and i wish you all peace and happiness. jason
hey everyone
damn. i just got on here and now i’ll be gone for a little while. not enough money for all the bills, so the internet has to go for a while. so far i have enjoyed being on here and will check in from time to time when i can get to the local library to get on-line. no one ever said being a musician and writer was a glamorous life. lol to all my new contacts, it’s been a nice...
cont.
there was a lot more to the other post, but i guess it exceeded the space allotment. to sum up the part that was lost, savor life and your place within the whole. celebrate each moment for what it is, and realize that change is possible.
“be careful of the stories you tell yourself, for by them you will surely be lived.”
peace, jason
random thoughts
reflecting on my life, it is always amazing to me to realize how much things can change in a short amount of time. i sit here today writing my thoughts and feelings in a public forum without hesitation; this would not have taken place a year ago today. a year ago i was drunk, bitter, angry, and self-destructive, there was not a moment when i was not actively seeking my own demise, lost in a...
things i don't like
i am washing dishes while watching something quite boring on TV and i suddenly had a realization of things i don’t like, so i thought i’d share them. i really don’t like washing dishes. i think i’m going to pack away all of my dishes except for two of everything so i do not have to wash but a few at a time. i always put this off until i have too many and then the shear...
adelicateflower-deactivated2010 asked: yes. I'm okay. Thanks so much for asking. I get these attacks from time to time. Always disconcerting. I appreciate your concern. Thanks for the other replies you've made to my posts. Looking forward to seeing more from you.
xoxo
xoxo
hello world
just starting this today, and am glad to announce to the world that i am here. the theme of each post will be different depending on what pisses me off or elates me. a little about me. i am a musician, writer(yes i actually am), and general discontent. after 38 yrs of life lived on my own terms, i have acquired little possessions, immense debt, a great deal of education i don’t care to...